Now, I know for sure that my friend had no intention of sending me in that direction but go there I did. Granted, it didn't last long and I knew I was doing that to myself but it did spark some reflection. I've often said that what I love about doing artwork is that it allows me to express parts of myself that I don't have words for. I use words as a means of self-expression.....I talk, I teach, I process out loud whether I have an audience or not. I give my self permission to feel as a way to experience being human.....I laugh, I cry, I get mad, I love like crazy. Even with all the ways I have to process and express there is some deeper part of me that only knows one language and that's creative expression. When I try to analyze it, or make it be something that I think others will like or respond to I miss the mark, every time. I make things because it brings me pleasure. I like that I don't need a reason and that I don't spend much time trying to figure out the who, what or why of it. I make art, it's good for me. And when the art is done I do love show and tell.....
Payne's Grey and Interference Gold acrylic paint over all that......
After playing around with bits of fabric, feathers, beads and sequins here's what they look like..
and here they are on the wall! I dedicate these to the gods of creativity who push me and pull me and whisper in my ear.......